Well let me start by telling how excited i am!!!

fine the main confusion here is my sexuality
im a boy...haha fine im a guy im turning 24 this yr!!! and that will be in few more weeks...ohh gosh i feel so old...wat the heck 24 is the new 16 bitches!!!

moving on to my topic....my sexuality!!!
ive never actually fell in love ..there i said it!!!
and yes im a virgin...dear pervert bloggers out there im not looking for sex!!! hahaha if i wanted to i would have had it !!!hahahaha
anyways i liked a few girls lets start with my 1st one:)
1st:: met her when i was like 9 or 10 ish ...ohh gosh it was soo cute i tell u!!! hahaha then i guess i moved on cause she was like soo good and i was a bitch right back then hahaha...

2nd: she was actually my neighbour she was cute i tell u had the crush for years before i actually moved away to a different place,, still saw her though but then it was never the same!!!!

3rd:: i met her in college..confessed but got rejected cause she knew i was a bigger bitch then her!!!!

then finallyyyyy i saw HIMMM!!!!!!

i never actually felt like this never never never!!!!
i didnt know he was gayyyy!!!!!he was darm fucking straight!!!
i met his friend on grindr ohhh yea ive been using grindr for a few months noww///
lets name my crush as KL :)


i actually told his friend tat i liked KL but back then i told him i wished he was GAYYY!!!!
and KL wasss gay!!!!!
how did i find out!!! he added me in a sexuality freedom group in fb!!!
i gathered the courage to thank him in fb only after a few days...gosh i felt so embrassed lol..
little did i know he actually told me to keep it as a secret tat he added me in the grp!!!

I WAS LIKE YEAAAHHHHH THNXXXX GODDDDDD HE'S GAY!!!!!!!

i never go online in fb chat but since tat day ohhh fucking god ive been online ever since !!!
i would actually go and see whether he is online and sumtimes just type hi:)

few days ago was his bday!!!! i toook tyis opportunity to wish him a  long fb message i felt i was in heaven ...ohhh lord i noe i wont set my foot there but heck yeaaaa!!!!

i actually saw his once after he coming out to me!!! i was i tooo shock and shy to say hi..he shacked his head to me i was awwwwwww...cuttttteeeeee!!!!! i just smiled a littleeeeee and actually tried to touch him hahahaha horny bastard i am i noe .... dont judge me bitches!!!! i have my needs tooo hahahahaha....welll i guess this post is long enof hahaha..i would like to continue !!!!!!! maybe after a few hours!!!! feel free to comment pls i would like to know wat u guys think....